aKim

2010-06-24T05:30:00.002+08:00

hey ppl!!!

tk pernah2 tdo gyni lmbt and its 5.30am in the morning!!

haha

hmm bout the previous post all i cn sae its depends on her..

its her decision...open up ur mind and heart to think...

hmm...juz put myself in my shoe how did you feel?

hmm ntg much to saee....

n lastly i wanna thkz dat sum1 hu cheer me up...thkz bebeh...mit u soon aites!

hahaha!!

ciow!!

wahlaowey!!

2010-06-21T23:22:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps!

im bck!!

actualli malaz nk update blog kerane si tonhcet ye psl update lor....

SO here my todae story...

todae while i was at werk i check my facebook...so while check...aku gylah tgk view satu pompan ni ye profile....n u noe wat hmm...smtg i dun wanna sae..kimak dier punye terase satu mcm..hahah...biase lah bdk bru nk naek got dis kind of mindset...hmm krg nk busok kn name aku busok lah..aku dh biase..tkde tyme nk lyn org mcm kau...

So bout the gerl in da pic below all of u being wondering hu is dat gerl to me...

let me introduce you all to her...

name dier azlina a.k.a tonhcet..

she is my dearest tonhcet...i have noe her for 1yr plus i think..but the weird think is dat kte tk pernah jmpe...dun ask me y..ask her...hmm mayb she shy..oh well gerls mahh.....so wat have noe bout her..hmm me and her bro werk in same stn..haha...so blh dikate kn jge uh abg dier veri care bout her...takot adk dier jdi rosak..abg mne nk tgk adk pompan dier rosak..ckp??..haha so she veri cute person...and her favour colour is red,pink,blue black....and her favour dish is lemak cili padi same as me lah sey...Hi5!....she is diff...so ppl dun judge her by her looks and photo..plz respect her..coz if u dun respect her u betta gonna get from me..wat i lyke bout her is dat she go wif the flow..cn laugh at everi joke i give...n scold vulgar language to each other..dat wat i love her most...but i haven love her entirely..coz i nid to meet her...n wen i meet her deres the part where i have to show how sincere im to her...and how deep is my love for her..coz i noe a gerl lyke her deserve to be love sincerely and to be loyal towards her...

i hope wen i propose to her it will be at spore flyer..dats being alwaes be my dream to bring my love for a ride on dat flyer..i hope she is the luckiest one...

to my dearest tonhcet:

dear eventhou i have win ur heart i still have to hold on to your heart till the day come...coz for me i will treat your heart precious as a diamond..and one day u feel wat love is all bout...and i promise you ur lyfe will be much more heppier den wat u had b4...how sure im??simple coz i love to b in love is onli dat sum ppl dunnoe how to take care of my heart...so i hope deep inside u...u are reli sincere towards me aites...coz its being a long tyme i being waiting for this moment..and i hope this moment it wont b a waste...

so my lil dearest tonhcet..my love is for u is getting deeper but not yet till i meet u..i sure dat wen we reli and officially together..the moment we gg spent will be awesome trust me on dat..i wont make u feel lonely..i alwaes try my best to make u feel secure,safe and being love alwaes...

and lastly dun ever take advantage of my love k dear...no eyy!! betta dun eyy!! :D

so darling...i cn't wait for the moment on sat!! c u darling!!

wasn't she's gorgeous!! hehe

be with you

2010-06-15T16:32:00.004+08:00

hey ppl!!

its being so long i have not update my blog

firstly i wanna thkz my lil cuz for changing my blog skin

or not my blog was so date...

hmm how have i being doin?

ferstly i wanna sae dat im hepi to spent tyme my cuz liya nowadaes

if not of you we bump to each other at town i dun tink we were close as wat we are now....almost everidae i meet her..and tru her i make wif two of her fwen sabrina and eika...both of dem are veri kecoh

we alwaes spent tyme karaoke-ing and alot of prob we shared...

to make it short they alwaes dere for me wen i'm down

we all all advise each other..

thkz gerls for being dere for me...

and my lyfe hmm...as usually everidae werk2 and 7 more months to ORD oh...cnt wait for that moment....

now everi friday i will chill at downtown mac and sat out to town wif anione hu want to go out wif me

and sometyme partayyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!

its being so long i have not being enjoying myself due to some reason

bout my love lyfe..hmm sucks....coz y? is for you to noe and for you to find out

i hope dat gerl will make my lyfe a chnge

coz its being 1yr plus i noe her w/o meeting or otf...

n how i noe she cn chnge smtg in my lyfe...is for you to find out and for you to noe..hahaha

bout ppl arnd hmm....

nowadaes ppl start chnge from good to bad, decent to nonsense, bad to good, nonsense to decent...wat really happen to ppl nowadaes..

juz b urself and ppl will love you instead of hating you...dun ever go for popularity of frendship coz it wont bring you ani where it will make u lyke a piece of shit...hmmm

dats all for now...

toodles!!

2010-02-12T01:23:00.002+08:00

helllo my fellow reader!!!

its being so long i hve not update my blog!!!

hmmm ferstly and mostly i wanna tell u guys and gerls out dere.....

in dis 2010 my resolution was to chnge my lyfe.....wat i mean totally chnge....
not the tyme u all noe me.....
NO!!! NOT ANI more!!!

juz give me a chance to prove all of u....

coz wen i broke up wif my ex my lyfe was totally lyke a jerk!!
i didnt blame her for everitink...she's a gud person...
is juz dat ppl dun lyke us to b together dats all

dis not wat i reli want in my lyfe.....
all i want in my lyfe is to be heppi.....
i hope in dis lovely year i chnge and hve a betta future.....

dis year i will not having :

1)valentine date's
2)celeb my bdae wif my love one
3) not having ani rship(i think so)

i juz having normal lyfe coz im reaching 20 soon...hve to think bout my future

my plan for dis year:

1)sign On as police officer
2)to pass my TP
3) to be heppi alawaes and stay out frm trouble

k guys and gerls dats for now i cn think

to those ppl hu ever if i hve hurt or make shit to you ppl
im reli sori it wasnt me at all i didnt mean it to do it...
i hope u guys and gerls giv me a chance to chnge...

thkz and tkcr and hve a gud lyfe ahead!!!

2009-12-08T19:48:00.001+08:00

hey!

sori for the long2 absence!

being bz wif werk and stuff

i will update more after zoukout yaw!!

hehehe

zoukout 4 more days!!

2009-11-08T18:34:00.001+08:00

A POST FOR EVERIONE!!!!

to all my friends who are single,
love is like a butterfly.
the more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
but if you just let it fly,
it will come to you when you least expect it.
love can make you happy but often it hurts,
but love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
so take your time and choose the best.

to all my friends who are attached,
love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s perfect person.
its about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

to all my friends who are just taking others for a ride,
never say "I love you" if you don’t care.
never talk about feelings if they aren’t there.
never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
the cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl: is to let her fall in love;
when he doesn't intend to catch her fall
and it works both ways.

to all my friends who are engaged,
the true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together;
but how good you are for each other.

to all my friends who are married,
love is not about "its your fault", but "I'm sorry"
not "where are you", but "I’m right here"
not "how could you", but "I understand"
not "I wish you were", but "im thankful you are"

to all my friends who are heartbroken,
heartbreaks last as long as you want;
and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
the challenge is not how to survive a heartbreaks,
but to learn from them.

to all my friends who are naïve,
how to be in love: be consistent but not too persistent.
share and never be unfair.
understand and try not to demand.
and get hurt but never keep the pain.

to all my friends who are possessive,
it breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else.
but its more painful to know that the one you love;
is unhappy with you.

to all my friends who are afraid to confess,
love hurts when you break up with someone.
it hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
but love hurts the most: when the person you love
has no idea about how you feel about him/her.

to all my friends who are still holding on,
a sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
only to find out in the end it was never meant to be;
and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn’t worth it.
if that person doesn’t worth it now,
its not going to be worth it in a year or 10 years from now.

to all my friends who are who you are,
this post is not meant to offend anybody.
im sorry if its hurt you in any way,
its just a post for all to share.

2009-10-21T13:15:00.001+08:00

THIS IS TRUE INSIDE CERTAIN GUYS!!!

Girls dis how u nid to noe wether a guy reli love u or not!!

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep they always think about the girl they truly care about

2) Guys are more emotional then you think if they loved you at one point it takes them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they arent with you

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile ( :

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what uh...never mind....." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking and he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. you don't need to give advice

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with you

11) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something

12)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day

13)No guy can handle all his problems on his own He's just too stubborn to admit it

14)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them

15) WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE

16) Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

2009-10-20T09:26:00.002+08:00

Hey everione!

the poster dat u see above is still on

onli dat the place n date is chnge

Tix : Single tix is 25
:Couple tix is 45

Date: 1 Nov 09
Place: TBA
Time: 9pm till Late nite

Grab your tix fast!!
Limited Tix Onli!!

THE BEst TECKTONIK EVENT!!

2009-10-18T14:45:00.002+08:00

on the 16 0ct:
its mira trisya b'dae
well hepi bdae to her!

This pic took on the 15 oct!
i had fun wif my cuz n fwens
lets party people!

2009-10-11T13:22:00.004+08:00

SATURDAY, 3/10/09

Saturday abit of corkup
but still out for rayaing
me,aus,eqa n ayu....
onli four of us...but still happening uh
walau sikit..tk semestinya kuar ramai2 bru kecoh..haha

so we went 8 hse on that day....two at yishun,1 at wdloand,1 at teck whye and 4 at p.ris
sume raye drg dpt duit..hepi uh drg...ako tk dpt -_-...psl dh keje...tkpe2..haha

so i went to my ex hse at teck whye....woah liao!
so the misses her sey....wen saw her...i cnt stop smiling....
and i tok to her mother for a ferst tyme damn i hd a long conversation wif her mum

n i think her mother lyke me...coz deres one part her mum tot kte gadoh dats y tk rapat lgy

n i took a photo wif her...
n aftr dat i kiss her on her cheeks...n she also want to kiss me on my cheek....
so dats is our last kiss for each other....

but however its over.....juz move on...let her b in her sgl hood lyfe....as long u hepi n dun do stupiq stuff i m heppi for u....

so gud luck in ur new journey my ex love....
tk cr
much misses!!

FRIDAY, 2/10/09

Friday is superb....onli guys day out
hhahah
onli five of us....

alot of hse we went to
8 hse we went.....

so aftr rayaing aus slip over my hse coz no more train or bus dat he cn went hme
n lgy pon bsk ye kte nk kuar same2!

let the pic do the toking!!

the five of us(from left:eein,me,aus,danny and degil)
they love taking pic...haha
danny!!

me!!(candid)degil!!
rusty n efa
my two crazy cuzzmy lovely cuzz

2009-09-27T22:51:00.002+08:00

F1 Singapore Night Race!

yesterday nite was damn tired...i hve to walk arnd at the place for lyke several hours juz asking to the officer wether they hve ani prob...
but while walking i got to see the real F1 car moving at the track
the F1 car was damn farking fast....mcm sekelip mata g2

and the engine noise was damn irratating....i hd to put my muffler on

so i and at 12.30 and report at HQ bck..and my boss send me hme...
luckily he so generous offer me to ride hme...

dats all for todae!!

and guys im looking for this raye outing on fridae and saturday...
i will planing the place k...

2009-09-22T20:09:00.005+08:00

Sebulan kte berpuasa skrg tibanya syawal

ku ingin mungucap

SELAMAT HARI RAYA ADILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Ferst day of raye

wen out at 12...wen to my grandfather hse at bedok
so wen reach dere lyke usual veri year we seek for forgiveness wif everibodi including
my aunty n uncle

my mother sibling they didnt give me ani money...but its okie coz i'm NS now
but the best thing go to my mother aunties consider as my nenek sedare...
they dunnoe i'm NS now....so wen they giv me juz take lor...haha...

so ferst day tk bnyk umah gy....coz sume pnat...6.30 dh alek umah....

Second Day of Raye

so wake up at 11.30...bath,dress up
n wen out at 12.....ferst hse wen to my sis mother in law hse at p.ris...
so smpi ble nk jln kat lif terserempak dgn tira...hhahaha
makin kurus dier..hmm miss her sia...

so kte ddk bout half and hour

den tampines
den at woodland...two hse at woodland
den two hse at jurong

den yishun two hse
nt many hse we wen but the best is i still get the money hahah

so reach hme at 10.30

coz my father side wanna cme to my hse

dats all wat i sae for my rayaing

So looking forward wif frends outing...hmm

so guys do beep me up...i gg to rent a minibus for us maximum ppl 20 to 25
ok?

2009-09-19T01:04:00.004+08:00

juz came bck frm geylang

aftr werk i wen to p.ris mrt to mit liya n eqa
n to eqa hepi b'ade may u get taller k..haha

so wen to geylang and breakfast at singpost kopi tiam....

so the punggol peeps cme..aftr dat we took sum photo
tk sah klu kuar tk amek gmbr..haha

den we wen to grandlink to karaoke....
and dis tyme for one hour onli
but not enuf sey!!

so move frm geylang at 10....
when at mrt waiting for myra fwen....i bumped into nab and nurul...my ex fwen...
its being along tyme nvr mit dem
so i start my story telling wif dem
hahaa....
den dh abes bbl dgn drg kwn myra pon smpi
so gerak together.......
naseb ade myrakeai
she is lyke a small sis to me
i was so shock shes onli 13...but it look lyke 16
haha...kids now adaes

i dunnoe she stay yishun...so we took bus 39 frm p.ris
she drop at khatib and den me....

dats all for todae...
nite2!!

WEDNESDAY, 16 september 2009

Wednesday i'm not werking bcoz i on MC...haha

but den i breakfast outside wif my fwen....
Caleb,man,chacha,kin and acap...
mit dem at singpost ye tangge...bnyk2 tmpt kat situ lak
haha

den we bought a food...i bought japanese pizza and i bought for kin tokoyaki
aftr finish eating...we straight wen to grandlink for karaoke....
we sing for two solid hours....

den aftr dat wen hme straight...
reach hme arnd 12

2009-09-16T01:31:00.001+08:00

2009-09-15T14:19:00.002+08:00

What really happen to us noW?

where is the joy we had?

2009-09-14T17:48:00.003+08:00

Hey Evrione!!!!
I'M BACK IN ACTION
SORI FOR THE LONG ABSENT

BZ wif lyfe n having prob here and dere

K bout my lyfe i'm bck to sgl
wanna noe y?betta no nid to noe
hjahhaa

bout NS lyfe...hmmm OK i now posted at G div as PTI
the enviorment dere was ok!
ppl dere are frendly

but yg terok ye i nid to wake up early...
coz i'm staying at yishun now!!
but tkpe....skejap je..haha

AND one more thing
i want to thkz to my super crazie but super cute friend
for making my blog bck to lyfe

n i would lyke to introduce to u:

NUR ARTIQAH FARHANAH

thkz alot!...hahaha

2009-07-02T14:03:00.002+08:00

HEy everione !

i'm bck frm camp
i got 2 dae blk leave cause of we finish our test

and the heppiest thing is dat i pass my law exam
and i dun expect dat i pass cause all dis while i being sleeping in class
i did not revise my law

but however i pass....
n till now i dun believe dat i actualli pass
alhamduillilah!

thkz to sum1 for giving me courage and support...
thkz syg!

if i cn do it!
so cn u....

i love u dear!

2009-06-27T11:40:00.003+08:00

sori everibodi for my long abscence!
as i were saeing busy wif my ns lyfe

n also wif my love one....
n no tyme to update my blog.....

wen i was gone so many thing happen to myself
i start to chnge to a betta person.....

how to be more responsible person
and be more understand person....

having r'ship is not juz having love or wat....
having r'ship u must hve alot of communication wif each other
n treasure each other.....

and also not gud to have many conflict wif each other...
coz wen u hve a fight veri often
i bet u dat u wont feel ani love

eventhou ppl sae dat having conflict is a bonding of love..
yea its true but not veri2 often...
for example a fight dat unreasonable....

so about my r'ship story...

At start was suck....
coz having alot and alot of conflict....
wen tyme pass by i start to control ani kind of situation

coz wen the tyme i went to NS i start to worried...
how cn get over bout my r'ship

coz my instructor sae whoever hve r'ship during their NS
surely within one mth they will broke up

so i prove him wrong dh nk masok 3
bln n dh nk pass out...
my r'ship still standing strong lyke tree...nvr fall

and three more daes is my 8 mth
n dis is my longest r'ship i ever had...
and most memorable r'ship i will nvr 4get.....

and the journey will not stop here...
and i promise all of u dat my journey wont stop....

dats all i can sae bout my lyfe!

P.O.P: last den a mth
woohoo!!!!

2009-06-27T11:34:00.002+08:00

4years of friendship n still counting......

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY
KIKI!

saaaap dh besar lah dier.....hahah....dh jejak 20 sen...but however still

young...haha

semoga panjang umur dan tercapai dalam kejayaan ko k

n last long dgn amin....klu naek pelamin jgn lupe jempot aKO

hahaha

tk cr kawan!!!

2009-05-03T14:40:00.003+08:00

SORI FOR THE LONG ABSENCE!
bz wif NS lyfe....

wat i going to sae here is dat i miss the old dem!
miss the outing we had B4!

2009-04-01T00:46:00.002+08:00

Hey readers!

sori for the long absence....

for the whole march i being bz wif my sister wedding, move out

veri2 bz dis month!!!

so i hve move frm p.ris to bukit pnjg for temporary...
coz i move in to my new hse at yishun on aug or july
not cnfrm yet....

so i hve seperate wif my mum n dad....they leave wif my sis at amk
me n my 2nd bro leave at my aunt hse

bagos jge klu tgl bukit pnjg coz dkt dgn my love one

n i gg to miss all my childhood frends at p.ris

p.ris had alot of wonderful memories for me since i was 7...

to all my p.ris fwen tk cr....

so for the past few days i hd a chalet on 27 till 30

on 27 we check in n on the 30 we hd a bbq

on the 30...my chalet was so pack!
smpi nk kne dudok kat sblh ye chalet!

i didnt realise dat i invite dat much!

a person dat i unexpected they cme...
the person dat i expect didnt turn up....

but how ever i'm glad dat the unexpected turn up...

all of 454's n 446's all turn up...
thkz guys!
u guys are the best friend dat i ever had in my entire lyfe!

so the ppl dat i did not invite im sori
coz this chalet was by my family

and one more thing

for my entire lyfe my mum nvr hug or kiss my gf or even give a hp to them

but my recent gf was the luckiest one....my mum reli love her
my mum hug n kiss her every tyme they meet...
n my mum gave her new hp since she didnt hve one....

how lucky she is
n i'm glad to hve her in my lyfe!

i love u n i miss u dearest!!!!

dats all for now!

good night readers!

2009-02-12T14:28:00.003+08:00

GRADUATION DAY!

The graduation ceremony was awesome!

aftr they hve played the memories bout us

still, amongst the heppi faces, there is still sadness dat lies inside us!

eventhou its not lyke a prom but still it was happening...

so aftr the principal talk...

all of us were asked to go up the stage to collect the certificate

dats me on the stage(sory tk clear)

aftr the ceremony we hve to collect our goodie bag n pic at the funtion hall

den we took alot of pic wif our frend n teachers b4 we left the school

my best frend for 13 years frm pri to sec to ite

the longest friendship i ever had!

To all graduants!

Congratulation!

plz keep in touch!

2009-02-07T19:04:00.006+08:00

Hey!

i'm bck!

but i will not update my blog veri often....
phm2 je lah! so wat has happen in my lyfe rite now?

hmmm since its 2009 everitink chnge excpt for my gf...hehe!
currently i'm not werking and skooling.....
if anibody hve any job dat cn recommend me pls tag me...thkz!

sejak ako dh abes skola ako hari2 maen takraw....
n skrg maen utk p.ris elias
and dun forget my part time career bowling.....

hmmm..... dri buang mase uat bende bodoh atau ape....
puas ati buang mase kat sports....
haha blh kurus jge... so bout my r'ship...

hmmm... ok.....standard uh everi r'ship ade up n dwn but no matter wat happen between us...

ntg dat cn seperate us..... i love her so much!

__________

can't wait for my Grad day
nk dpt kn cert!
huhauaha

n also 14 feb..
cant wait to meet her!

i got exectly 2mth to enjoy before i
went for my NS
hiaz!

2009-02-03T18:04:00.000+08:00

HEY READERS!

IT BEING SO LONG I NVR UPDATE!

BZ WIF LYFE N INTERNET DOWN!

IF FREE I UPDATE!

TK CR READERS!

2008-12-01T21:18:00.003+08:00

we hve reach our ferst monthsary!

hmmm....our journey was superb!
so our ferst month we went to sentosa only TWO of us!

walaupon dua org pegy....gerek dier lebih dri kuar ramai2....
psl rase dier lebih more private n blh spent more tyme....

so kte jmpe kul 12.30 den gy mkn kat banquet.....
den bru proceed sne....so kte pon tukar baju...den smpi kat pahlawan kte pon terjun....

skali kat sne ramaai BAPOK lah deh!
haha
kecoh pe!

so kte berenang for four hours....smpi kul 5 bru kte tukar baju....

den aftr tukar kte gy siloso....nk tgk sunset...tpi sun tkde...hahah

den at 6.30 i take out sumthenk dat i bought
here are the thing:
i bought her a polo watch...original k!
hauhaua!
ni pon advance b'dae gift...
b'dae dier actually on 2nd of dec!

den she bought me dis:
Cadbury chocolate!
i loike it alot!

aftr we tok and tok kte jln2 kat imbiah station.....
nk amek gmbr dgn dier punye lah susah....
atlast amek jge....

here are the pic that we took:

den dh jln2 sume......
kul 8 we gerak...
took 188 frm habourfront interchnge
to teck whye.....
aftr sending her hme safely....
balek naek mrt...by the tyme tgh penat

walau pon penat tetap enjoy n alwaes hepi wif her
tk pernah nk uat muke for each ader.....

hmmm.....she veri lovely gerl.....
must jge btol2.....
deres aloot of mth n years to go tru....

n lastly

I love here more den she cud'nt imagine!

2008-11-21T08:48:00.001+08:00

THIS IS TRUE!

> this is really sweet........

> > When a Girl is quiet ...
millions of things are running in her mind.

> > When a Girl is not arguing ...
she is thinking deeply.

> > When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ...
she is wondering how long you will be around.

> > When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ...
she is not at allfine.

> >When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.

> > When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

> > When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

> > When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.

> > When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

> > Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....

> > Find a Guy . who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him.

> > who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ...

> >> > kisses your forehead.

> > Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

> > Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

2008-11-20T16:20:00.002+08:00

hey readers!

i will deleting my tagboard bcoz of sum stupiq passerby who dunnoe how to
shut thier fucking big mouth.....

n fyi i love syahida more den anione else.....
she is the kind of gerl hu noe how to treat hys bfie!

plz passerby juz back off n stay away frm my gerfie!

2008-11-18T14:45:00.001+08:00

Lets reminisce..
go back to the time before we knew each other.
so here goes my story,
i been longing to know him frm friendster.
he seems nice, interesting, n CUTE! hehs.
n i used to view his profile to know wats happening in his life..
thought of making frends, nt mre than that
but im starting to admire him.. eventually i realised tt i mayb hv fall for him
but too sad to say he was attached, n i was attached too tt time..
so i was like okla nvm..dont wan to disturb nant org pk ape lak kan :(
hahs. so then i add him in msn early sept.. waiting for him to online like waiting for christmas
so hard to find him online..grrrr! so 1 day when he online i was like yessssar! finally!
hahs. so we hv a chat.. dpt tao die aru break with his gf n i just break wif my bf too..
coincidentelly..sama month. haha big deal. blablabla. k tts it, tak yah tao bnyk2. =3

Do you rmbr the ferst time we met ? it was in september during puase. hw can i ever forget..
u were there just for me to see..then i gt to noe his frens sume n kua raye wif them..
it was nice of him to introduce me to his frens. his frens r all frenly n gerek.
then do u rmbr gg out to town due due together. first time for fathul kan?
tt was before we together rite? k let me tell u tt day was my happiest day..
i didnt even think about my friends, my family, my problems on tt day.
i really enjoy myself the whole day with u. we watch movie mama mia!
fathul tgk mamamia ketawe2 syahida tgk -_-. err ?
sempat *ehem ehem* agi. hahahaha! okok. then we hd a fight on tt nite,
u were extremely mad at me..
i did a huge mistake.. i totally find myself stupid la..
i know i've messed up bt im glad u cn forgive me.
i promise u this it wont happen again ! PROMISE. =)

On 30 September 2008, kiter finally attached ! yeahh!
eventually u're mine. All mine! nyahahaha. u hv made my dreams cum true..
u hv open my heart to love again. frankly speaking, after breaking up
wif my ex, i gave up. i gave up in love. i gave up in everything. n i dont wanna
fall in love again. but somehw this time i felt differnt.. u hv everything.u suits my criteria.
u hensem , u cute, u nice, u romantic, u wonderful, u caring, u loving, u understanding,
u hilarious, u mangkok. oops! tadela. senang kate sume i nk ade pade diri u.
its too good to resist. HAHA!
im so happppy n i thank God i hv u in my life. hehe! :D
i nvr knew i wud find the one tt owaes lights the sky up, the one tt shines the sun.
i cant even express d words n feelings i hv towards u. only God knows
hw much i love u. i dont think u cud ever know just hw truly special u r to me tt even
on the darkest nights u r my brightest star. u gave the meaning to this empty world of mine tt nvr did another love last time. u came into my life n made my living fine. u fills my soul with sooooo much love. i love u la fathul hakim!

On 15 nov, tron p.r, meet him, his frens..
like owaes, im happy when meeting him. hehe, serious. im owaes happy whn im wif him.
i hope he cud owaes b by my side 24/7. :(
then on tt nite, went outing wif his family for the very first time. mesti la kan nervous.
i was like omg omg! cam ne la nk lyn mak bpk die. argggh! haha. then, go mkn2. his parent treat me. hehe. so nice of them. lyn anak sdare die fa'eqa. then go bowling. haha . so fun. serious. so fucking fun..
i fucking enjoy myself tt nite.. his parents r nice to me. i felt comfortable.
kol 12+ kiter gerak dri tmpt tu. his parent send me home. huhu =3 so sweeet.
lao dkt tkp, jaoh lak tu. hujong tanjong smp hujong tanjong.. hahs!
frankly speaking, i enjoy myself so much tt day.
tt was the sweeeetest thing ever happen in my life.
thanks for everything syg. thanks for being such a wonderful bf. thanks for making my day happy.
u had nvr fail to make me happy.i really love u sooo much la dear..
i know im complicated n impossible bt im so glad u put up with me..
i know we live far apart but ure owaes on my mind.
i know i dont understand life or myself bt im glad u understand me as i am.
nw i promise u i will do my best to take care of u , make u happy every single day,
do my job as a companion, a gf, a bestfren, a sister, a mother, a WIFE for u. haha. chey!
k till hre..
so tc everyone.
♥ syahida. muacks!

2008-11-16T13:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterdae was my heppiest day ever!

for ferst tyme i brought my gerlfie went out wif my family....

hmmm...our plan was playing bowling den i book ferst....

den we went to one restaurant at ehub....BBQ chicken....

the food was delicious! especilly the chichken very juicy!

she ordered chicky speggetti.....we order wat ever we want..

so i order so many things....coz my mum treat us....

beruntung syahida.....for ferst tyme my mum treat my gerlfie....

so we ate the food...n the total cost of the food we ordered was $90++

eventhou its expensive but it reasonable wif the food....

so aftr eating we went to the bowling alley....so went we reach the time was juz nice...its our turn

at ferst she dun want to play but my mum ask to...so she hve no choice....so she played....

we played for 3 game......

so went we play suddenly yan n taufiq join us.....so my mum n dad give thier shoe to them...so we all play....they relly enjoying demself.....especially syahida....she keep on smiling w/o failing...i reli love wen she enjoying herself....n the suprisely was dat she got strike...haha

taufiq n yan step tktau maen pon dpt strike....

yg ako ni tau maen nk dpt strike mcm mintk sedekar....nk strike kn punye lah susah....

so wen we at our 3 game our hand and arm start to weaken..haha...at dat tyme was 11.30

so my parent send her hme...n dis is the ferst tyme my parent send my gerl hme...i was so happy

so yan following us n taufiq wen hme....by the tyme we reach teck whye its areadi 12...

her place was veri creepy....i wonder how she went hme late wif dat kind of creepy place...

hmmm...so send her under her void deck...make sure she is safe..

wen otw bck she text me dis.....

"U! U! I hd so much fun today! i swear this is the sweetest thing ever i hd in my lyfe,

i love u so much ... n i dnt think u cud ever know how special u are to me...thkz for everithink syg, ill cherish every secs together"

dats the sweetest thing dat she ever sae....

i love her so much.....

she suits my criteria....

she noe everithink bout me...

i love her alot!

2008-11-10T15:19:00.005+08:00

Hepi 4th birthday
to fae'iqa

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SELAMAT PENGANTING BARU!

kpada Diyana dan Farhan

semoga kekal ke anak cucu!

2008-10-31T22:58:00.004+08:00

update more!

2008-10-30T10:04:00.003+08:00

Elo reader!

hmmmm......now a daes my lyfe was juz fine

i hepi dat i hve sum1 hu beside now...

n my love towards is diferent

the feeling dat i hving now is diff

i feel more secure n comfort wen everityme wif her

i nvr feel dis kind of feeling or love to other girls

she such a wonderful n sweetest gerl dat i ever get

she is the sweetest person dat i ever get....

she give all the happiness dat i wan for whole tyme

n the honesty...hmm....she alwaes been honest her....

last night is the longest talk we ever had...

all the feeling juz came out....hmmm

the last thing that she sae is dat....

she want me to be her favourite hello n hardest goodbye!

dats for now i cn sae...

we hve end to our chapter one on our love!

deres more chapter to cme!

juz wait....

coming soon!

2008-10-26T09:52:00.006+08:00

on fridae, is the memorable thing dat i won't forgot

everi sgl hour i will treasure my precious tyme wif her

tk pernah seluruh idop ako kuar berduaan

ferst2 ade rase kekok.....dh makin kelamaan naek shoik!

haha

ferst we window shopping at far east...den paragon

den taka....at taka we bought a weird bread i forgot the name

den we sit beside taka n eat...

while eating, we tok n tok non-stop..heh

aft dat we decided to catch a movie at Lido.....

we hve no idea wat to watch....

den fikir punye fikir atlast kte tgk cerita mamma mia!

hmmm...starting was abit slow....

but the middle part its start to the funny part

hmm....the story was not that bad..onli abit lame ....

aftr the movie end arnd 7...we went to cathay

den jln sane sini

she start to get hungry

ferst we decide to eat at kfc

but den we decide to eat at pastamania

coz both of us nvr tried b4

so for ferst tyme we eat n upgarde place..hahah LOL!

we bought ice lemon tea

n chicken bolognese

isn't she gorgeous n cute?

i love her so much!

the mirror that tell our love

hahah!

candid shot!

more picture to upload n update!

2008-10-14T10:52:00.007+08:00

Friday, 10/10/08

454 OUTING JALAN RAYE!

On Fridae, dere were 28 ppl goin for the outing
dat day was enjoyable day for us
from one hse to another hse we walk
even thou they were tired
they still having fun

let the pic n video do the toking:

At caleb crib's

gmbr sume berangan2 nk jdy penganting...hahaha

BLACK FAMILY!

WHITE FAMILY

PINK FAMILY

GREEN FAMILY

RED FAMILY(n xtra pink boy)

BROWN N PURPLE FAMILY

Saturday,11/10/08

ITE CLASSMATE OUTING

Dis is my ferst n mayb the last of jln raye wif dem
coz i dunnoe wether we still in cntct nxt year
i hope we still....
hmmm

hari ni pon kecoh....gy jln sume daerah west
bile mlm smpi kat hujung tanjung je
tkde bas...terpakse naek taxi
dh naek tkpe...kte kne $36.00
frm boon lay to pasir ris

tkpe skali skale...
bkn slalu..haha

lets the pic do the toking:

Sunday,12/10/08

also jln raye but onli sum
following....hmmm

dis is sum of the pic:

MAYANTEK KIA!!
haha
sachute kn dier

DATS ALL FOR TODAE FOLKS!

DERES MORE TOO COME!
haha

2008-10-03T09:41:00.004+08:00

on fridae, mcm biase kuar jln raye...
kuar umah dlm kul 4.....
jln dlm 5 umah g2

kul 10 dh kne gy airport... my cuz goin bck to their country!
tgk lah gmbr sume:

AT THE AIRPORT:

I HAVE TO SAE FAREWELL TO THEM.... mayb the nxt tyme i c u guys in nxt 4 yrs to cme....

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Saturday, 4/10/08

ORG BERAYE DI UMAH SEDARE
KTE BERAYE DI AIRPORT
haHA!

Congratulation to my sis!

dier tunang lah kn!haha
she goin to get married nxt yeaR
on 13 march...on my b'dae itself..
woohoo!
cnferm happening!

MY LOVELY FAMILY
lupe satu giant!
haha

MY CUTEST PARENT
haha cute kn
haha!

2008-10-01T23:51:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYE!!!!

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!!!

KALAU ADE SALAH DAN SILAP AKO MOHON MAAF KEPade
kawan2 ako!

dan

KEPADA YG ANTI AKO....
HMM TERIMA KASIH BNYK2 DGN KRG YE COMMENT

SEMOGA TUHAN BALAS JASA BUDI "BAEK" krg

ako berubah atu tk....krg tk perlu tau...yg idop ako yg mati pon ako k...

ni lah akan terjdi bile pagy raye menjelma:

2008-09-29T21:06:00.006+08:00

aftr check up otw to century square!

the cutest couple....last long krg!

todae wake up in the morning at 8.30 nk kne teman amd gy check up...
check up dier kul 11.30 so i reach his hse at 9.30...
den wait for his "bdk kecik" den we off to SGH....
kte naek maxi cab....

saaaappppp!! mcm org kaye! kat dlm tgk cerita "transformer" so reach sne dlm kul 11+.... den gy tmpt therapy.....
hmm so far he hve recover 55% on his right thumb the vain still stiff!
n he nid to do more exercise on his thumb n elbow...
so aftr check up gy centry square....
jln ye jln.....dh kul2 alek umah dier.....
smpi je umah dier lek2 jap....skali tertdo...

haha smpi kul 5....igt nk buke sane skali tk dpt....
tkpelah... so AMD get well soon! ako slalu ade utk ko...
klu bored2 picit ako k!

makokey to pe bro!?
ENgkau lah sundaL! HAHA

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FRIDAE,26/09/08

2008-09-24T23:27:00.002+08:00

juz now gy jmpe smallboi....

cian dier boring....n lonely...
tkpe bro saye ade utk awk....

jgn lupe camne kte jauh kte tetap adk beradek

haha

org smpi je umah dier je....
dier dh tgu kat dpn umah tanpa wheelchair dier...

ni bdk kn degil btl....tktau nk duduk diam2...
haha

tpy camne kecoh kte...walau 2 org mcm 10 orang kecoh

so tolak dier satu kampong kat bedok reservoir
n carik spot utk isap rokok...haha

kecian dh lame tk isap rokok dier...haha

so kte bubual psl masalah kte n past kte...

hmm
amd pejam pelik kte dh knl setahun lebih eh...
tk sangke kte blh akalio..haha

klah bro ko tkcr
ako tetap utk ko bile ko perlu pertolongan....

jgn lupe ako suap ko for the ferst tyme tau...
hehe

k tkcr bro!!!

2008-09-24T11:53:00.002+08:00

hmm....

3 hari kte torn kat pasir ris...
tk pernah sey....
dri mlm sabtu ke nary....

haiyo...tk cukop tdo lah sey...
but nary dpt tdo pon..hehe

hmmm...... to sum one:

wat i sae to you i reli meant it....

i nvr feel this kind of feeling b4 to a gerls....

i hope u also true to urself!!!

klah
tkde bnyk story sgt uh...

N raye nk dkt ni.....sume dh readi nk collect duit?
gahaha

k2 bye!

2008-09-19T17:07:00.002+08:00

it was damn happening last fridae
woohoooo~~~
its lyke 43++
of us mix wif 149,419 n 454...remix lah sey

kte buke kat geylang...

so ferst mit caleb n the rest kat paya lebar
den gy jmpe the rest....n u noe wat...kaseh ade lah sey
haha

i waS So happy....haha
she is a goodfrend of mine..hmm
so nmpk husien je...pelok dier...haha

dh tk btol uh kte

k den

aftr buke kte sume tktau nk gy ane...
so drg uat decide lmbt....
i make ferst move to walk
n they follow..haha

atlast sume enjoy dudok kat luar singpost...
camwhoreing n make new frends...haha

mcm dh knl bertahun g2..haha

so enjoy sum of the pix k!
mayb nxt fridae lgy skali pe!hah

my ferst tyme taking pic wif her!!

kasehgoodgirl
she is goodfrend of mine, eventhou we seldom cntct
i alwaes nvr forget u n all the promises dat we make
i alwaes dere for u wenever u nid mit k
no matter wat u still my kawan baek setia!!

wen 419 & 454 remix!

the kaki gereks n kecohs

blom readi dh kne snap...kurang asam!

i'm glad i hve fren lyke u husein
n feat emiliya(new frend n a frend of kaseh)

2008-09-16T23:47:00.003+08:00

Its been lyke two weeks two daes i been sgl......

hmmmm

well deres no fate between us....

how ever i'm heppi wif my lyfe now...

even thou i'm sgl i being love by so many ppl

-my 454 familia
-my family
-my besties
-n my laling(no nid for u to know n no nid to find out)
hehe

hmmm......

i nvr feel regret dat i leave her...coz the long i will stay wif her
the long i will suffer....hmmm

she alwaes think all my bad side not my gud side
hiaz.....

alah juz 4get it....

wat i noe now i want to enjoy my lyfe
wif my love one!!!!

bye ppl!

n last to my favourite two lover couple....

heppi2 selalu krg....
ako suke tgk org bercinta!
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2008-09-09T13:43:00.002+08:00

Kwn giler ku!
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MIZA!

may all ur wishes come true!
rindu kau lah gyler!

mit soon aites!

2008-09-07T14:19:00.003+08:00

Yeah! baju raye dh pon beli smlm!
warne orange lah kn....

tahun siap dgn songkok.....tinggi beb 11 inch
haha
biase jge nk dye ye psl....nk kne respect....bler ferst dae raye...
coz makcik dri arab ade uh...
tahun simple2.....pki telok blangah!

so dh beli brg sume last mins plan buke kat luar....

cari punye cari tmpt atlast jmpe.....dh jmpe tk psl....
nk tgu makanan dier punye lah lmbt....
one by one dier antar......air bukan nk antar dulu...bodo ye service...
tpy ape leh uat bln ramadan....kne penuh ye sabar......

skali cukop tyme mkn sume smpi....ape lgy tgu lantak uh ako....

tige kali tambah...tk kasi chance...haha
dh abes nk bgn tu yg berat...ahhaa

mak ako ckp tyme bln ramadan ni ako kuat mkn...haha
pelik uh...jdy kurus slh jdy gemok slh...hahah

tkpe.....total mkn smlm:$97.70 6 org ye mkn...haha
MAHAL KN!
~~nabuey!~~oppps!termaki....haha

klah.......

disini je.....
dh seminggu berpuase....
ade lgy tige minggu je....
ako tau ade je org kat luar sne yg tk sabar nk raye....
puase tk full nk raye!haha

ntah org ni puase ke tk...ckp org....hauhaahuh

P.S:KPade bdk2 kampongku.....
fridae atu sat kte buke luar k....
cpt plan tmpt mne nk....

2008-09-06T02:57:00.004+08:00

oke its 3 in da morning n i hve not slip....
psl dh lame n nk teman kn org on9 kat msn...hehe

i have start to my normal lyfe.....

hmm....todae quite a tiring dae for me...

in da aftrnoon mit some of bdk 454.....den proceed to elias mall beli asap

den proceed bck to 454

lepak.....as usual....

den mit tyqa kat ws library...kecian dier srg..so accompany dier.....

den yg lain pon ikot...den proceed to dwntwn mac...

hiaz...dat place is full of memory of 454...

n den cukop tyme antar tyqa alek n i also wen hme....

aftr buke....siap2 gy jmpe maisarah kat payalebar
stupiq her.....dh kuar umah tk tau msg....kalang kabot di uat ye....

dh jmpe dier proceed tu kedaikopi mit erna,CT,shafiq n the rest of her kecohfriend

haha.....krg nk tau sumthenk...kat geylang dh mcm kat marina square....
bnyk bdk frendster kat situ...hahah...kecoh pe!

jln punye jln dh nk masok 11...terserempak dgn qaqa n feirhanz.....

haha

wat a shock!

dats all for todae!

PS:without my 454 peeps i'm lost.......

2008-08-30T13:31:00.003+08:00

wen belo mit karat!haha
ni tgh senget!hahaha wawabelo
wen adk beradeks mits me...gendeng n belo!
ade ape tu kat atas!wow!

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hmmm......sat baybeats was great!

they reli make my head banged to the core....

the best part was the wall of death.....ARGHHHH!

hmmm....the sad part was.....

i receive msg from her and saying that she want a time out.

i feel so mangkok!

coz b4 dat everitink was juz fine.....

i dun understand wat she reali want...haiz.....

everiting i do is wrong....

just what she reli want frm me....

n now she ask me to move on with my lyfe....

ok fine i'll move on and i wont disturb u...

juz rmbr that i will love u no matter wat....

i think dis is the end of our story!

wish u all the best wif ur lyfe....

n gd luck wif ur N level!

study smart

u alwaes b my bby love!

2008-08-14T23:51:00.005+08:00

AKO BORED!
hahah

cume tkde ape2 nk ckp.....

ako bahagia dgn hidop ako skrg.....dan teman2 ku skrg...hmmm
mereka slalu ade utk ako....ni bru blh di kate kn sahabat...
dn kawan2 di class ku...drg gerek beb..haha

k teman2 kampong ku..hmm
walau satu dh kuar tk semesti ye tanpa dier kte tk blh idop pe...
yg laen ade pe.....

yg laen ni kn....ku refer org seperti,
Caleb(pinkboy),hazim,Q(bradder gua),Mawi(abg2 dope),naqib(abg dope),
Rust n ira(couple sweet+cute=sutee) n last but not least....abg yantek kte....

hmmm....nk tau psl dier tk....
dier umur blom masok 16
tpy kte pgl abg yantek kte.....
nk tau asl....hmm
pikiran dier terlalu matang lah sey.....mne nk dpt bdk mcm dier pikiran jauh....
tu psl bnyk org ckp dier umur mcm 21 thn....
tpy klu dh belo kn...hahaha...belo abes...
tkley ckp uh....gerek ye org.....
mess wif hym....u got the wrong person
hahah....

so dats all i want to sae....

n last of all
the person hu i will never let go.......

MY AIM TO GET THIS FARKING DOPE SHOE!

NIKE AIR MAX THUGBOSS

2008-08-11T09:21:00.007+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

The day i will not forget! dis is the ferst tyme
i goin out to ndp with 454 n my bby! even thou we are small group, our noise is lyke 30 over ppl! kecoh kepe! so my start of dat dae was slightly corrupted...but aftr dat everithink juz fine....i juz miss dat tyme....i wish i cn rewind the tyme bck...i mis her so much n i hve fun spenting tyme wif her.....hmmmm i was shocked i bumped to efasha..hmm..but wat i cn sae kim is taller n preetier den her...haha tgk mateair sape...hehe!

nxt yr plan....will book a room frm ani hotel to watch..hehe!

KECOH-able pART!
we havin fun n make noise while we were walking towards mrt stn!

JENG JENG!
YANTEK FT BANGLA!

2008-08-05T11:48:00.005+08:00

~454~FAMILIA

WILL UPDATE SOON!!!!!

2008-07-26T23:04:00.002+08:00

2008-07-23T12:18:00.002+08:00

Five months of love

Five months of chaos

Five months of waiting

To be togethet as us

twenty-two weeks of hoping

twenty-two weeks of loving

152 days since i've held you

152 days since we've kissed

152 days too many,

these days that we hve missed

It's been five months

since the day we have made that choice

thank you for five months of joy

thank you for staying true

these five months are the start of so many

more months that i'll love you

**~~I LOve YoU Nur HaKimah~~**

2008-07-19T23:51:00.002+08:00

skrg ako tktau perasaan ako marah,sedih, serba salah, atu geram.....

setiap kali ako rase geram ako makin syg kat dier
setiap kali ako syg kat dier bertambah syg ako kat dier tpi ade geram
dn knape dier ckp dier syg org laen dripade ako tpi ako tetap tk blh marah dier...
dan ako makin syg kat dier.......

ape kekurangan ku syg?
ku tahu ku pernah uat bende yg keji di blkg kamu...tpi ku dh berubah syg
ape salah ako terhadap ko syg?

adakah ini satu pengajaran atu satu pembalasan utk ako syg?
klu ini satu pengajaran dn pembalasan utk ako...
ku cume hendak berterima kasih....supaya ku akn sedar
klu bkn....knape harus jdy begyni?

ako sedar...yg ako teman laki kamu yg paling terok...
tpi.....tiada sesiapa yg sempurna....tpi ku dh bukti kamu yg ku dh berubah
segala2 ye.....
tk cukop ke perubahan ku ini?

bagaimana kamu mengbeza-bezakn ako dn org laen....ako cume hendak uat terbagos utk kamu
ku hendak berdiri utk sejuta laki yg ade diluar sne....

kamu sedar tk yg selame ni ku cume syg kn kamu dn tk banding2 kn sape2
ku selalu anggap kamu sempurna dn mulia....dn ku selalu menyayangi kamu dn tidak melupa kn kamu walau seminit pon......

tpi bagai mne pon kamu ku sayangi dn ku sanjungi..
engkaulah puteriku.....
dan maaf jika ku tk sempurna

ako selalu menyayangi kamu kim!

2008-07-17T13:53:00.002+08:00

hmm....

aftr having prob wif bby for past few daes

now its over.....i got to noe all the things that she hiding frm me

thkz to zat....

hmm...yea, last tyme me n zat hve prob....

but den thkz to yan...hu bring hym down to p.ris for torning wif us...

so but den i decide to b peace wif hym....coz onli hym noe betta bout kim...

both of dem use to b inlove....but den i cut the queue w/o purposely

sori zat....

so for the past 4 mth 3weeks 6 daes we are together....she hve been met zat quietly...

dat ok wif me...as long she tell me..i'm fine with it....

ok enuf of past story....

let's start the new chapter...chapter 5!

on this chapter...i hope she hve chnge to wat i espect...

no more negetive thinking

no more sae bout the past

no more lies

no more hiding

all we nid is love,pampered,honest,cherish one another n b sincere

dats all....b positive no more or less...

dats all wat i gonna sae

N LAST BUT NOT LEAST

I LOVE U MORE DEN I EVER LOVE U

U R MY 8TH WONDER OF THE WORLD!

N EVERY LOVE WORD DAT CME OUT FRM UR MOUTH

MY LOVE FOR U IS MORE N MORE!

2008-07-12T00:55:00.002+08:00

dh lame saye tk post blog

hmmm

skola dh bukak
but dis few daes kat skola pnt je....
asyik tdo je....klu tk tdo tgk movie...haiyo

hmmm....

k saye dn syg saye...hmmm

dh empat hari tk berjmpe....dn smlm bru kte gado n nary kte gado...

is all bout misunderstanding....
but bile kte gado kuar masalah yg tk pernah selesai atu saye dh lame simpan

kdg2 silap saye....kerane silap dier saye selalu simpan....nti bile gado dh lupe silap dier

hmmm...
silap dier pulak....kdg2 dier selalu fikiran negetif....n kdg2 klah point saye....
n nti saye tktau ape nk ckp i mengalah...n saye pelok dier...supaye dier calm down

so bby if u read dis....
i juz wanna tell
all i nid is ur love werd
tok wif lovely way...
n b more lyke bby way....wat i mean pampered....n tok lyke a sopan gerl....dun tok lyke "M & M"
get wat i mean here....

i wrote dis not bcoz i mad at u......
is wat i expected frm u....
dan ape yg kekurangan u dh uat yg u tk sedar

if dis post reli hurt u or made u mad...i'm sori k!

2008-06-25T12:07:00.002+08:00

helo2!

tgh bored lah kn!

ape lgy blog uh...haha!

so yest was so ok2.....

slps dh antar ank sedare gy skola
teros gy 454 jmpe yg laen......

den turon dwntwn....

yg smlm bdk lepak cume,
hajar,anuar,mawi,sepet,rust,ira,chacha,fafa,Q, hazim

den kul 5 g2 gy batu 6 lepak sane,, coz berangin

so sume mcm exceited sgt.....nk raye....padahal puase dtg dulu....

so kte plan, raye pki baju ape, den nk sewa bas ape.....
btol ye ghaira termasok lah ako....

hmmm, about colour,,,me n bby planing wearing sky blue
but i tot of wearing white also..coz tk pernah pki.....
ntah eh.... c how.....

den kul 7

langit dh tukar jdi merah....so kte stay jap...tgu smpi hujan turon.....

den dh dpt rase hujan je....teros kte gerak

so kte jln pelan2 gy downtown....cukop tyme je
hujan lebat.....

hahah

kte ape lgy lari uh...haha

kecoh uh....

den since fee ye family tkde org kat umah...kte decide tu send one by one

so dh send sume org....send fee lak....

so mcm2 secret psl org i got to noe.....

so ppl sae dat treasure sumone dat u love.....
n appericiate wat ur love hve done for u....

n dat makes ur r'ship more understandable.....

ok i juz check my exam result haiyo....

i nid to b serious on my studies.....n dis is my last yeaR

no more hanky panky!

2008-06-22T20:20:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 4th MONTHSARY BABY!

left 3 1/2 hr!

its our 4th mthsary......its been a long tyme i nvr reach to 4th month

our 4th month.....we have gone tru alot of obstacle.......high n low, up n down

but however.....we still manage to work together n stay strong as one.....

no matter how much conflict we are having,misunderstanding or quarrelling

we still stand, side by side as one....

nobody cn destroy our r'ship

coz our power of love is strong than a titanium harder den a diamond

dat nobody cn broke it.....

Time to share is always there

I peered thru life
Ever avoiding strife
But now am undone
My barriers broken
For one has found me

Reached in and unbound me

Her love has burst my bonds
And set music to my songs
Her need for me
And mine for she
Has made my Winter Spring

A new start
With hammering heart
We color the world with our dream
Nothing is as it did seem
The darkness of my solitude is done
She - my rising sun.

2008-06-16T22:46:00.002+08:00

i'm so confuse!

am i to weak towards a gerl?

but if i weak will she step on me?

shud i b strict towards her?

but if i strict will she left me?

setiap titisan airmata yg mengalir dari ku
adakah nilai bagi nya?

i'm so stress.....

my family advise diff......my fwen advise diff

my family advise
will make me losing her.....but also make me not to be weak n make my r'ship last long

my fwen advise
will make her stay......but mayb she will b step on me n i will b weak towards her....

i'm so confuse.....

AKO keliru!

2008-06-11T22:15:00.003+08:00

hmm...its been a long tyme i hve not update my blog... so the past few daes i juz chilling arnd at dwntwn mac.... hahah gerek jge lepak sne...coz blh uat ape2 kte nk.... tkde "berok" nnk screen...haha so juz now.... wake up in the morning it's raining so wen down to kol bby n she still sleepping.... so alek umah n mandy gy umah tira... so for the ferst tyme jmpe wawabelo..hahah she reli damn belo...haha dier amek "power" mulot tk tau stop.... so we proceed to dwntwn mac.... n wait for the rest to come... den at 2 bby cme so we went to ehub cathay to book a movie.... kte tgk cerita kung fu panda the movie was so cute n damn funny shud watch...haha we watch at 6 n finish 7.30 den wen to mac bck n chill....den at 8.45 we wen bck... hiaz.... todae was damn fun eventhou abit of mendak.... n now i miss my bby so much n i love her higher den sky deeper den ground.....

If asked why I love her I would say It’s the sway in her hips, the thickness in her thighs. It’s the lust in her lips, the love in her eyes. It’s the softness of her skin, the silk in her hair. It’s the twist in her walk; it’s the sweetness in her talk. It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day. That is what I would say.

2008-05-31T22:55:00.002+08:00

I HVE TO CONFESSION TO MAKE!

FRM todae onwards.....

I will chnge my attitude frm bad to a gd boifie!

I hve realise all my mistake.....
the mistake dat i hve made...
i didn't get anithink for good.....

i even get losing sum1 dat i love.....

losing her is my biggest fear.....

To tell the truth i hve not ever cry for a gerl lyke a mad person b4

the reason i dun one to let her go...is dat she is the ferst gerl dat i reli love alot
n she reali special den other gerl i met b4.....

why must i do this to her if she her self nvr do this to me?
I'm reali useless to her.....

why everitink must dis happen to me?
what am thinking?
i'm should b glad n proud to hve her....
why hakim?why hakim?

my brain was totally blank......

i'm the worst guy ever.....

hiaz....

i hope cn turn the time bck to the ferst time we met.....

SO BBY!

i'm realli sori

n i promise u dat i will totally change n prove u wrong
n i will chnge for the good not for the bad....
i will b betta person den now.....i promise u
within dat one mth i will chnge!

2008-05-29T10:43:00.002+08:00

ape lah dosa2 ku ?
ape lah kesalahan ku?

klu engkau fikir ku tidak mencintai kamu lgy
kau slh.......ku slalu mencintai mu seperti dahulu

klu kau tk dpt rase kaseh syg dari ku...
maaf kn ku.....
kerna syg dan cinta itu buta....
maafkn ku klu ku tidak blh wujud kn cinta

klu ku yg timbulkn sakit kamu yg tidak baek2 itu
maafkn ku
kerna tuhan sengaja menduka kita,dimana kesabaran manusia

klu ku tidak sempurna utkmu....
maafkn aku....
dn ku tidak pakse mu utk meninggal kn aku..
sunggunhnya kau blh mencari lelaki yg sempurna dari ku

tapi

seluruhan ye
AKU sungguh MASIH SAYANGKN MU
AKU SANGGOP KORBAN saja UTKMU
AKU SELALU DIHATIMU
AKU SELALUI MENRINDUI MU

AKO SAYANG NUR HAKIMAH SEDALAM HATIKU
JANGAN LAH MENINGGALKN KU

DN KU PON BEGITU!

2008-05-25T13:50:00.004+08:00

COUPLE OF THE YEAR!

WE ARE THE THREE MAN
WHO OWN THIS THREE BEAUTIFUL LADY!

NIGHT @ BUGIS

THE PRESENT THAT WE GOT FROM THE GIRLS!

ME N MY CAP

LET MAKE OUR R'SHIP B THE NEVER ENDING STORY!

HAPPY THIRD MONTHSARY BBY!
LAWA TK BUNGA KTE KASI?
BUNGA BTOL K...

2008-05-23T00:37:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY BABY!

its been the past three month had been an incredible journey for us.

we had walk tru the obstacle together up n down

but we still together n alwaes strong...
nobody wanna c us together but we still strong...

I've seen you dig ur nose,scratch lyke a monkey, laugh lyke momok, naked(ehem) angry,crazy, selenge n many more....

but still i love u more den ever...

however n when ever u r lonely....
juz look at the moon coz i will watch the same mooon as u....
my love for u is one in a million reason, trust me i'll hope and pray that our relationship will last long till i close my eyes....

(ASHITERU NURHAKIMAH A.K.A KIM POSSIBLE) <230208>

2008-05-11T21:59:00.003+08:00

IT'S SUNDAY....

HEPI MOTHERS DAY!

hmm....at ferst i tot my family goin to celeb....but not....

hmm....so i start getting bored....n bby bored to at home...

so i wen to kimiko hse...wen i juz reach dere...my father called..

my uncle wanted to bring us to bowling....
so i kimiko n my bro went to ehub ferst!

went we reach dere.....alot of ppl....
n u noe wat i met efasha...i was damn shocked...so i juz ignore...
n terserempak my adk angkat n many more....

at the bowling...it was so pack.....

so i waited for my family n my uncle family...
we waited for lyke 2 hrs...

so finally its our turn...

hmmm....its been a long tyme i hve not play bowling....
but dat tyme i played lyke pro(eksyen lah pulak)
i strike for four tyme....n i win ferst two tyme in a row....
we played three game

n i win m uncle...pro man...haha

so the cost of 6 games....was $102....wow!
mahal siol.....tkpe lgy pon pakcik ako yg blanje..haha

2008-05-10T12:06:00.001+08:00

b update soon.........

2008-05-09T22:47:00.002+08:00

ssorry dh alme tk update blog..

hmmmm...

bz training takraw uh.....biase lah kte captain utk 454 mahh!
kne trained bdk2..hehe

(so juz enjoy the video)

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so nari kte ade frendly match dgn bdk 426....

hmmm......

ferst match was juz warm up......
we played 6 set of 2 regu

ferst we lose.....

den another 5 set we won.....
they defeated hill st 3-2....

eventhou they defeated them dosen't mean we cn win them...

wat malay ppl sae .....menang kalah adat permaiinan....

so juz wait for june....the real tournament come...
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klah bout my bby!....

hmmm.....ferstly i was heppy coz she watch me palying for real...

but den afttr the ferst match we loose...she wanted to went bck hme coz nk kuar dgn family...
was damn piss offf!
feeling lyke crying pon ade.....

but bcoz of the match i juz put her inside in my heart.....
n tinnk she alwaes there for me...so i did...

so rusty!
dun b such a hot temper!
u will get nothiing......
stupiq me.....argggghhh!

btww bby i reli lovee u more den thhe fferst ddae we mmet.....

cnt waiit for 2moro....sheshaing again...hehe.
kali ni raamaii2......wooohooo!!!!

2008-05-03T00:56:00.002+08:00

BBY I LOVE U!

2008-04-24T16:07:00.002+08:00

yesterday was my 2nd mthsary wif bby!

so aftr skool i went to bukit batok to mit her
my plan was to treat her a movie...our last movie was step up 2....
dat was on march....lame oii!

so wen i reach i mit her at the cntrl stn....
den we went to west mall n bought the ticket..

so we watch the hottie n the nottie
at 4.00pm
n we sat last row center seat....

the show was funny n romantic n sad....

here the story goes

the story is bout dis one guy n the two gerl

one of the gerl was damn hot n the other was damn ugly...
thier name was cristable n fun pigg and the guy name was nodd

during their childhood time..so nodd n fun pigg in classroom
suddenly deres dis new gerl came name cristable..

so nodd has a crush on cristable...

(aftr twenty years later)

nodd hve married during dat twenty years..
but their marriage was not stable what it is look lyke

so nodd tink dat cristable was the rite gerl for her...

so the journey start....

but u shud c the movie for urself....

so the moral of the story is.....

love dosen't came frm what he/she look lyke
it cames frm ur heart
to show how u care n concern bout her/him
n another thing dun alwaes thing negative bout her/him

juz love as what they are....

dats all...

so bby
i love u so much
n no one ever can replace u
n leaving u is my biggest fear....

2008-04-22T21:38:00.003+08:00

since 2moro is our 2nd mthsary...
dis wat i would lyke to sae to u....

Dear baby,

Its like we were meant to be
I love you and you love me
no matter what god put us through.there's nothing that we won't do
your voice is the best part of my dae
it chases all of my problem away
the thought of you never disappears
losing you is one of my biggest fear
I'm so lucky to have sumone like you
you help me with everything i gone through
you make me happy,and you put a smile on my face
you are something no one can ever replace
so let's be together till the end of time
cause baby i'm all yours and your all mine
and theres nothing can tear us apart
just please baby don't break my heart
I love you more than you will ever know
maybe thats why i can't let you go
i hope that with me,you will stay
and continue to take my breath away
I love the way you make me feel
i sometimes thinks that its not real
it just seems to good to be true
but it doesn't matter,
I LOVE YOU!

HAPPY 2nd Monthsary BABY!

2008-04-20T23:08:00.005+08:00

Yesterdae was happening!

i,yan n fiqq meet at 454 den proceed to p.ris interchnge

so while walking naqib called...n last mins he want to follow
so we ask him make it fast but he late for hour...

while waiting for him....we met tira n mimisewel

for the ferst tyme i met mimi..so the sewel lah kn..haha
but nmpk kte malu2.....

den i ask tira nk join kte isap shesha tk?
so she follow....den a hour lata naqib cme

so we meet rust,bby, n ira kat bugis....

so wen we reach bugis met them outside burger king...
den proceed to arab street...tot of trying at al-majlis but tk jdi
kte try beside al-majlis...but the waste is they check ID
onli me n rust was approve....tkkn drg nk tgk kte isap kn....

so kte carik satu kedai...bby show the shop dat nvr ask for ID

so we sat there...n we order grape flavour n 5 glass of coke...
wanna noe how much the total cost?
its $33.00...wtf!

1 drink cost bout $3.00...n we bought 5......
plus service charge $3.00

but how ever we satisfied coz atlast got to smoke shesha...
not onli dat...deres a group of tourism so called "org putih"

they gave us shesha for free coz they nvr finish it....

so we got two shesha..hhahah

n here's the pic....

aftr shesha-ing......at 6 we make a move to cthall....

den we had our dinner at funan....

i n bby mkn mc chiken...actualli i suppose to share wif bby
but deres xtra burger
dpt free lgy....
wat lucky me...
hhaha
dpt free lgy!

den tgu boy n mateair dier mkn blh berjanggot sey..haha

den gy esp....otw dere terserempak adk pampered...den we sit beside the stage near carpark

den we took some pic n play the stupiq stone...

n tira ptg snyp nk mampos!

bile mlm je i saw her true colours...

KECOH nk MAMPos!
haha

i was shock giler.....

den nmpk yana....dier tgh stim dat tyme....
but cute lah kn

so bile nk alek ternmpk faizura....atlast nmpk..haha

den alek je....its tyme to sae the last tok wif bby

ask her ...hows her dae? n so on...

she was so hepi n enjoy b wif me one wholedae!

n i sang wif my "katak"(which mimisewel kol me dat) voice.....for her while walking to mrt stesen

so frm dere we hve to seperate......

dats all for saturdae event!

gd nite bloggie!

2008-04-13T12:13:00.002+08:00

TO ruST

HEPI 18th Birthday!
MAY all ur wishes cme true
dh lepas amek lesen motor..haha

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yest wasn't my dae at all

hmmm....

we celeb rust b'dae at 454 den we proceed cthall

meet my syg
den went i met her i feel lyke not in da mood i dun noe y....

den at marina i'm ok areadi wif her
but suddenly about 5mins lata she hve to go

dat part i was down....feel lyke crying but tahan je....

coz is afew mins i met her....i so damn miss her alot

i reli love her more den i use to love my ex b4

however...

atleast i got to hug her n kiss her....

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so yesterdae i saw

-seha
-adeq pampered
-superkecyk
-nadiah darling
-faizura
-ira
-and many more uh

2008-04-06T14:29:00.003+08:00

ok yesterdae was corupted...
we suppose to meet at 454 kul 2.30 but they were not dere...
everytink was mess up.....

but wen i cntct an he was at white sand wif rust n kimiko so fiqq ask an to wait for him..
coz drg nk gy lakeside nk capai brg so i ,rust ,kimiko proceed ferst.....
to meet boy

coz boy have waited for us, for 1 1/2 hr den wen we reached boy wif yantek at paya lebar...

so we mit ira,faz,aiz,dhila n azyan ferst den bile drg dh smpi kte proceed gy arab street den nk isap shesha tpi drg nk tgk ic...
.so everitink was spoilt....arghhh!

BUT END UP KTE SUME berpecah... ade gy esplanade ade gy p.ris alek....

yg gy esp me,rust,ira,faz n aiz....
so we waited for my syg at the platform so wen she reach we proceed cthall den we wen for our dinner at ljs hungry giler beb! aftr eating we chill at riverside....

but i ask kim ader no fieza ke tk..but she dun hve....
igt bru nk jmpe....coz dgr2 dier celeb kat esp...
so we miss the chance....
so at 8.30 ira,faz,rust n aiz alek....

den yantek n bai smpi.... sol eft me n kim,yante n bai,....
den kte proceed marina coz kim nk jmpe ira(kwn kim) dat point of tyme i was hyper active...i also dunnoe y sei...
jln2 sne sini skali nmpk karmilah....
.she hug my gerl....
"she damn hot lah sei"
but how ever my bby more damn hot..hehe "winks"

so we sat at the marina step.....tpi tk nmpk adeq pampered she said she wearing white shirt n black 3/4 pants.... haha eventually on dat dae i wearing lyke dat... my syg also wearing same colour as me.... swit kn2..haha b nxt wk same colour k2? hehe den proceed to memo from dere we seperate...kim alek dgn ira i wen wif yan n bai kecoh man dat tyme.....

i started to miss her wen i walked away frm memo...evri sgl sec i turn behind...hiaz

she the gerl dat i reli searching n dream of all dis while...
i alwaes feel scared to let her go....

coz i want to be her favourite hello n her hardest goodbye!

2008-03-28T23:24:00.006+08:00

COool PE!

she is my everitink....she is my sweetest drug...

I LOVE U BBY!dun wash away the kiss!
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WE HVE reached our ferst monthsary!

hmm...

i hve alot to sae...
but dunnoe how to start....

to make it simple...

To my love once...

i'm sorry if i hve mad u sad or hurt for the past 1 mth

i will chnge i will proof to u dat i reli love u deeply
n i love more den wat i hve in dis werld.....
u r precious den a diamond...not even a diamond
u r precious den wat in dis werld hve...

COz wat i c now...ppl dun lyke to c us together...
but however i will make r'ship stronger den titanium
get me?

so guys out dere if u think dat u cn steal her away frm me dat easily
THINK TWICE!........
no matter how hard u try...u will nvr take her away frm me...

2008-03-23T14:23:00.010+08:00

AS for 22 march

wake in the morning at 7 den siap2
meet dem 8.30 at 454
den mit diy,Q,n fadh....
den gerak kul 9
smpi sane dlm kul 10
go eat at banquet...
den start my mepek pagy...

we tok n laugh smpi saket perot

so we proceed to sentosa
kte gy palawan beach.....
so kte camwhoring otw to the beach

we wen dere by tram
so wen we reach dere we pitch the tent
n change clothes
so kte swim...i swim for awhile n gy tdo

so how ever we had fun uh...pat balek yg kecoh
kte camwhoring lgy....

however we had fun wif dem eventhou a small group of us

kecohrable sei kte.......

till here alot of pic still not send..

toodles ;)

2008-03-19T12:50:00.010+08:00

this post is about my belove best friend.

hmmm, its been weeks we didn't meet...
coz deres a misunderstanding between us...

ferstly, i dunnoe wats wrong wif me dat im so mad at her
but in my mind, i can't resist to lose her frm my lyfe....
eventhou i belong to someone's property, she's still not forgotten...
to me,i treat her like my own.

coz each tyme if she hve probs, she will alwaes col me n tok to me....
n wen i didn't cntct her for one daes she got worried...

n she did cry for me b4 coz she tot i forgot her....
but i reli miss everi sgl day spending tyme together with her...

she use to sae no matter wat happen, im still her ferst priority...
means dat ,i'm so important in her lyfe everi sgl sec.....

BUT nOW everitink chnge.....
i dunnoe y....

the most sad moment was dat she didn't wish me on my b'dae...

i'm frustrated with her attitude.....

she keep on chnging guys....
i was mad y in the ferst place u sae "I LOVE you"

wen u dont reli mean it?

n now u're wif another guy.....

i dun lyke to force u n u sae i dunnoe wats gud for u rite?

ok, for the ferst n last tyme...

i want u to think to urself...

do u think wat u ur doing is gud for u?
n wat u do to mawi rite?
hve u give guys a chance to prove dat they are true to u?

r u self-centered?
for example, u want ppl to understand u but u urself nvr understand dat person?

so if u hve answer all my qns,
den tell me hus in the wrong? me or u ?

coz i dun want our 5 years f'ship to end just lyke dat.....

2008-03-13T20:42:00.004+08:00

HEPPY B'DAE TO ME!

hmmm...my 18th b'dae was such heppening....

ferstly i got sabo by my belo sis n bro.....
drg cmpk telor....rabak sei......

den i got present frm bby....two topman shirt....i appericiate alot dear...
best kepe...n my abg for the ferst buy for me a present..sweater...cool lah sei..

so i got alot of wishes....200+
maut kepe....
haha

the ferst person to wish me...is my best best frend aulfah
she nvr miss to wish me...haha...onli me alwaes miss wish her...haha

the second happiness

dis year i to celb wif my beloved once..hehe

n dis sat mayb mos..hahah

so too all hu hve wish me thkz alot...

i will rmmbr u guys n gerls

2008-03-09T20:03:00.003+08:00

OK i'm bck frm 454 pit.....
here is the story.....

DAY 1(FRIDAE)

AFTR fridae prayers i, mawi, ira, rust, fadly n diydee went to loyang point bought the food n chacoal..
we bought 10 kg of chicken, 5 pkt ofden we send all the food to my hse...
den i went to my auntie hse took the rempah instant...
den alek umah lgy amek duit beli lengkuas n serai n gula dgn rust...
den alek umah...naseb ade pembantu kat umah bkn satu je ade dua...satu IRA lgy satu my bibik...haha...
cpt sikit keje.....

ira tlg bukak plastic crab meat....
i cut the hotdog into half...
den 4.30...drg dh kol2....
drg suro cpt...mcm sial...dh bagos org tlg uat kn ayam...den suro drg mintak tlg...den fast forward sikit...pnjg sgt cerita...yg dh dtg....

elaiza, dayan, caleb,reen, taufiq, rizal, fatyn, azyan, faizal, fadly, ira, rust, bai, mawi, hajjar, anuar.....

the one hu help carry me, hajar n dayan....ok2...to make it short....i got b'dae money frm my parents n my third sis....i feel lyke crying of happiness.....so wen we reach dere...i bought other stuff den we start the bbq....

while waiting for bby.....i tok to each of dem...if they hve ani prob.(biase lah drg anggap ako mcm abg)haha.....so suddenly somebody sae kim name....den i went out frm the tent i saw my bby....den i ran to her n hug her...sepatot ye dier yg lari...ahhaha....so lyan dier n everitink.....

k fast forward...

at 9 bby wen hme i so sad....but nxt dae she cn overnight...send her to the bus stop...den at 10 mak biyol n bdk2 jude kepang dtg.....kecoh lah sei....yg laen sume dh start steam biji...i dh mabok...hahah...start uh mepek drg...so bile kul 12 mak biyol balek kte njoy giler...psl kte beli botol vodka....uhhu...so paling best skali drg nyanyi kn advance b'dae song.....touching beb....haha....my brade lub pon dtg.....unsmallboi....n my kak angkt....so dat nite kte enjoy btol2....so end up sume tdo left me yan smallboi biyol n shiela.....too long uh story...

end of day 1....

DAY 2(Saturdae)

K the morning was juz nice....deres a skool frm ang mo kio sec havin cross country....so alot of gerl lah kn....ako kat situ srg2 dgn radio.....wow!alot of the gerl smile at me lah sei....kembang jap...haha....

so pegi tmpt drg kejot bdk...pekik drg...gud morning....den frm 9 to 12...kt mandi den kacau bdk2 skola...tlg kwn ako mintk no....abeh tkde keje....drg maen konek...haha....den blabla....n i was happy end up dier tk jdi dtg...

psl mak dier ajk gi batam....so dat dae i was so not reli enjoy....k however i hide my sadness....juz enjoy wif dem....so 2nd dae bru ade pic......

update nti k....

den kte shift kat tmpt laen coz tmpt to ade org dh book.....

so we juz havin fun dat dae....

den at nite...

the sadness cme.....almost everibodi cry...coz bai hd to leave...for 2 yrs...hiaz....i cry bcoz bby...i miss her to the max......den mawi cry bcoz qaqa...hiaz...i dun wan to tok bout her....everi hurt.....

so dat dae juz sadness moment....n everibodi slip....

so i didn't slip.....tink bout her....

k end of dae 2

update pic lata.....

DAY3

I pack up all my things den at 9 i wen bck hme....

coz in the aftrnoon i nid to accompany my cuz to cthall

btw

2 MORE DAES TO 18....

legal age....hahaha

2008-03-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

OK I"M SERIOUSLY BORED

MNE NI BDK KECIK BLOM ALEK2.......

HAiZ......

i'm so lonely........

ANIWAEs,

6 moRE days TO MY 18TH b'DAE.....

YEAH!!!!!!

i miss sumone. . .
nk tau sape?

ade uh
mane lei blg...
BLuEK!!!!

org kate, biar jauh dimata dekat dihati.

2008-03-03T00:15:00.000+08:00

yesterdae......

cesspit rock the esplanade man!

i mit my bby at 3 cause i'm late,again...
we 're suppose to catch a movie...
but lmbt punye psl n lapar ye psl,
we cancel it n we ate at lau pa sat....
she bought carrot cake....i ate nasi ayam penyek.
this reminds me when we ferst met & ate together.

aftr eating, we went to memo mit diy,fad n diy's frend...
hmm. .. . the guy don't look socialised....
alah, i understand cos i use to b lyke dat...
bkn tk socialised, but malu...hehe
den accompany fad go raffles city mall....
abeh tgu dier mcm bdk bodo, stakat beli "fried ice-cream"....

i and fadh sepearated wif diy...& went to esp to mit my bro,"unsmallboi". .

now he ok wif wani aredi.& todae,on the date 030308, is their 2yr aniversary together...

both of them llok sweet together....

walaupun mereka pendek,syg mesti ade...haha

congrats to both of u!

we sat at the riverside & wait for the rest...
ferst qaqa n friends, si penyakit dtg and then the rest...
waited for cesspit to perform at 8.45....
they reli make me n bby skanking....
we left esp arnd 11....
reach p.ris arnd 11.45 & we ton...
including my bby....
but yg pelik is hw cme blh ajk dier ton?haiyo
however,my spending tyme wif bby was EXCELLENT.....
nothing went wrong between us....

so pendek kn cerita....
i nvr felt regret to hve her in my lyfe...
n thkz for being part in my lyfe....
i hope our r'ship is lyke a circle no begining n ending....
is keep on continue...

BBY IF U MISS JUZ LOOK
AT THE SPACE BETWEEN UR FINGER
COZ U WILL C MY FINGER HOLDING U TIGHT<3
LOVE U BABY!!!!

2008-02-27T22:50:00.000+08:00

yesterdae was fucking tiring for me

aftr my phase test

i wen hme straight...den siap2 gi raffles place jmpe aulfah n mateair dier
coz we having a wedding photoshoot

n carik dis kedai "NbyN"

den kte reach siang sgt...so we waited for 1hr..

den my cuz cme...help her on carrying the bag....skali
kat atas terserempak dgn mimi
i was shock...

skali my sis ask her to b the model
.........

den the pompan kne make up ferst...so i waited...
den got dis gerl called "Nadiah"

den i suppose couple wif her end up wif mimi
(tkpe atleast tk rase malu coz dh knl)hehe

yg klakar i nid to climb a chair so dat i taller den her...
(so sad sei jdi pendek)
hhahahahhhhah

so we finish our shoot arnd 11 den gi beach rd

send dem hme den i reach hme arnd 1

this is the pic....

cam cool kepe?
ade bakat jdi model tk....huahua

P.S I Miss My BBY so mucH + I loVE her LYke Heaven!!!

2008-02-25T10:41:00.000+08:00

yesterdae cn so called happening dae for me
wen i reach at cthall i cnt wait to mit bby love.....
she sae she were ljs....den i tot it was near the penni but actualli it was at marina.....
den while we were smoking....i saw kiki n amin drg nk gi town....den we walk to marina...
so many ppl i met....i saw nanastar...n many more....

den wen reach at marina we all saw rara....wow!
she getting hotter lah sei....mcm mak org...hhaha
den proceed to ljs....carik dier tk nmpk...
den my fwen saw....so dri jauh in pekik "BABY!!"

she saw me n hug very tightly....
she wif tira,bella n sam n another two more fwen.....

den wen she wanna smoke ferst
i eat wif my frend ferst....

den kaT ljs nmpk eka...ira frend's
aftr eating kte proceed to big staircase
nk carik kim abeh dier tkde....
skali dpt tau dier temaN TIRA tgu kwn dier...
den kte sume dudok kat grass patch
n my mood swing start

haiyo.....
dat tyme all i nid is my bby love.....

i smoke n smoke smpi dier dtg
hahaha

biler dier dtg i was ok aredi...

padahl ah stakat brp mins aje......

den i ask mawi to buy for me amsterdam
psl nk mabok dat tyme....

ouh minom srg babe.....shoik!
dier ye naik high gerek....
kacau org...den kim kne alek siang...den ikot
dier alek umah dier
kat dlm umah dier jge i sound her
n she ans me on 11.45pm....
yeah!
n now i bcme somebody

klah till here gdnyte ppl

may all of u havin gd dae.....

2008-02-17T13:58:00.000+08:00

yesterdae was terrible.....

its suppose to be a friendship dae.....

but end up wif diaster......

ferstly i dun mind they mit us late

coz i understand they dun hve money....

wat i feel sad was bout thier behaviour.....

they dunnoe wat the meaning of werking together as a family

but however in aftrnoon is juz fun

bila tyme malam sume perangai.........

biyol steam...dats i reli dun mind

bile tyme nk balek sume
take own sweet tyme......

i was so stress wif dem sei....

n wat i love is

even thou i'm stress....i still cn entertain my baby....while i'm stress she alwaes dere for me......

n more i cnfuse my sweetheart sis atiqah.....

actualli wat i hve done wrong to her.......

wat she mean jealous wif me?

i juz her to attch to hafiz dats all.......

eventhou i wif sum1 else dosen't mean i will leave u rite?

as long i still satnding or alive.....i b dere for u to support ur lyfe.....

plz understand me iqah.....
i also nid to move on my lyfe....

u r not 4gotten.....

but however i love my baby kim alot.......................

2008-02-15T22:02:00.000+08:00

juz now i get to meet efasha..

hmmm she was so excited wen saw me.....

yelah sape tk excited kn.....

kte dh lame tk meet aniwae.......

so now i'm freaking worried.......she hve not called me.....
her pp8 was low....n i dunnoe how to cntct her.....ikot kn hati mcm nk top up kn dier je....but nti nk kuar tkde duit...haiyo.....

i'm reli stress rite now....
i feel so not rite here......

if she reli not cumink i tink i juz go on wif myself alone..hiaz......

is my life full of miserables?

plz sum1 HELP ME!!!!...........

2008-02-10T18:13:00.001+08:00

SENTOSA DAE OUTZ!!!!

posting lata......

to be continue...

2008-02-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

(cam cool kepe?)

ok lets type!

hmm

last fridae aftr skool teros alek umah n siap2 nk gi esplanade....
ade gig fishtank.......kul 4 jmpe kul 5 bru gerak.....
mcm biase jge satu-satu star karat...haha.....
den smpi esplanade hujan....fishtank blom perform

so kte amek2 gmbr.....

aftr dat kte proceed to the gig ......

bile dh abes gig......dh penat skank jmpe yg laen kat blkg

tu pat uh problem kuar

naqib punye masalah.......adk ku ye masalah
n paling sedih the i care iqah prob....
(sial ye jantan klu dpt tangkap ko siap!)

den prob dh settle kte bru proceed alek...
psl ade chalet for four daes........

pnat oi!.....tklei angkt u noe........

k dis is sum of the video n pic of us frm my bdk2...hehe

(at the mrt)

mlm2 pki shades(haha)

at marina

2008-01-28T13:23:00.000+08:00

K my lyfe was such a diaster.......

n dis tyme it happen for the forth tyme...havin a fake love....

den bout dis efasha....i still dun get it wat type is she....

y is she cn in love wif dis guy w/o ani interuption wen wif me alot disturbence

n she give stupid reason to stop cntcting her.....

dats true or not i dunnoe.....

so far wat i hve give isit not enuf?

i tink of her everi sgl dae n nite w/o miss....

even dat tyme i was attd...

my head keep on saeing her name....

i noe i hve nothing to make u hepi or wat.....

but i hve try my best to give love den wat in dis werld has....

plz try tell me sumthenk......

even u hve found a new guy dat u love.....dun ever make to him lyke how u make me miserable......

btw last werd for u....

thkz for everitink n last long k.....tk cr.....

2008-01-27T19:35:00.000+08:00

yesterdae was boring dae....ferst tot meeting lynn but she was bz havin kenduri
den meet kiki at aljunied...proceed to bugis n walk to cthall.....
while walking terserempak bai......i was shocked
it hve been a long tyme i hve not met hym....
den we proceed to ljs.....
den meet bai again at esplande co he also meeting yana....
den meeting kiki frend
aftr hour later
yana smpi den iqah n azimah smpi
den yana wanna eat....so we gonna seperate
i n iqah wen to ljs
aftr dat meet kiki at esplande ye blkg.....
den 10.30 balek.....
wen reach hme je igt nk rest skali my bro ajk kuar gi clubbink....
den ape lgy....kaki pon dh lame tk goyang kn...haha
but puas ati uh....dpt joget wif sum of the gerl....
klah i update soon k.....
P.S :THKS MAI for chnging my blogskin....u reli noe me well.....

2008-01-16T11:20:00.000+08:00

ok juz nw i got a call frm efasha....

hmmm....its been a long tyme she nvr called me......
suddenly she called i tot she miss me or wat actualli she hve prob...
dlm senyap2 she hd a crush wif his work mate.....but sadly the guy scared
dat he give her a false hope......so dats not my prob.....the main prob is dat....

i still keep thinking inside my head....knape dier sendiri tk blh syg kn ako lgy?
hiaz.....u understand wat i tried to sae here....eventhough my feelings for other gerls..
but my head n heart cannot forget u no matter how hard i try to forget u.....hiaz.....plz think for other feeling also.......

k bck to the video dat i juz upload........
hmmm.....dis video was took yesterdae...
ni tyme tgh saket tpi sempat amek video...
so enjoy the video k....
toodles!

2008-01-14T10:40:00.000+08:00

ITS been a veri long period
i hve not update my blog....hmmmmm

k where to start eh?

klah lets start by what i hve being doin
for the past few daes.....

frm mondae to fridae
as usual skool
n aftr skool chill wif my frend at 461...

den we make sum shuffle video

dis is sum of my video.......

den on tues

eL brought down her camera

n i bcome her model...heheh

dis is the pic....

COOL KN!

THKZ TO EL!

on saturdae

is farah b'dae
she celebrate @ p.ris park

dat nite was fun...

but wen everibodi
want to adventure

the stress start!

ferst biyol been sampok....
but its ok veri fast
n dat dae q wif us

n she was havin period....it was red light(phm2 je uh)

wen we reach bck at he pit everitink was fine....
but wen i sit wif dem all i dun tink is over.....
i observe sgl one of dem which one of dem look so weird

den i got to noe Q look so weird.....wen i told everibody they dun believe...

wen we want to send Q hme.....dat thing start to attack Q......
the evil sprit inside Q body was strong......

untill deres one group of people frm costa sand cme n brought along thier "DATok"

aftr hAlf an hour

Q awake.......

it was veri scariest night.......

2008-01-05T00:41:00.000+08:00

its has been a long tyme i hve not update......

hmmm.....

bout my relationship...

so far so gud......

no prob....

hmmm...i hve met her mom....
her mom kaki gerek...hahha

her mum veri understanding person
nice person,easy goin n lyke to laugh lyke her daughter....

hmmm....so skool has open for sec n pri skool n for ite its start 7 jan.....

cnt wait to start skool blh kacau bdk 1st yr.....hahahha

klah 2dae plan wait for my cuz at my hse....
den mit iqah n sheila at p.ris mrt....den mit my syg at ct hall...

den mit the rest at marina....

coz at nite deres a gigs.....the sally's will b dere...cnt wait to get skanking.....
heheheh.....

here is my family pic....

2007-12-27T14:58:00.000+08:00

OK now i'm attach....

haha...mcm tk caye g2 kn...
but its fate ppl sae....

k yesterdae was fun...i spent tyme wif syg one whole dae...

i suppose to meet her at 4 but i late bcoz of the stupiq train..n i reached arnd 4.30..
sori syg...hehe

so we headed raffles city mall to survey the clothes at topshop
but nothing catch me...

so we wen to citylink mall while heading towards dere i saw sum1 hu use to love but i juz smiled at her coz now i onli love my syg no one else....wen to dis one shop(forgot the shop name)
den i saw the clothes dat i wan to buy but suddenly still not catching me yet

so final decions we headed to penin....
i bought a blue checkered shirt n one black pants

den we heading towards the padang n we seat near the padang dere...chill ferst den take a smoke n took sum pic.....
heres the pic......
1, 2, n 3

while taking sum pic we saw appy lah sei.....den dpt tau he pernah sound shasha....
haha....
i tot recently rupe ye dh lame....ouhk.....
aftr taking sum pic....
we headed towards to marina square
while walking suddenly i feel so weak.....

so wen we reached i decide to eat kfc.....
eat also dunnoe wat to decide...veri frinkle minded of me sei...

so finally i ate zinger student meal...
while eating syg took a candid shot of while eating...
dis is how i look how ridiculous my face was.....

haha

BUROK KN!>?

klah juz one pic k.....

den little miss chatterbox aka yana came mit us at kfc.....dier dtg je kecoh
tpi gerek.....aftr eating we headed to penin again coz yana wanna buy shawl...
den my leg start to saket haiyo.....
n my syg punye kaki pon saket....cian dier......sape tk tau i tau k/?

den yana turn to eat at ljs...
aftr eating we wait for smallboi...

dier dtg je tambah lgy kecoh....
start uh kte ye bubal short form?
haha

den member tgh pasrah kn....dier nk minom sei...beli dua amsterdam
den proceed gi merlion...

kat sane....WOAh!
berjiwang abes....nyanyi sekuat hati

n amek gmbr.....

aftr havin fun at merlion park....we decide to wen hme
so i n syg we seperate.....but nxt tyme i send u hme k...hehe

so while waiting for the train terserempak dgn kate aka radhia...
haha

den smallboi turon bedok i n yana mit an

den we take a smoke n while sitting suddenly ternmpk my ex diyana lah sei....

hmmm...she eh alwaes the same nothing diff short n cute alwaes......
but my dear more cute...

k so....

suddenly yana cried coz of her godmother pass away at mecca

in'nalilla

mari kte bersedeka doa

AL-FATIHAH

semoga tuhan menampun kn dosa2 ya...
amin

2007-12-19T15:03:00.000+08:00

ok i'm bored rite now but for a while onli... coz in a while i nid to siapping.... nk kuar lei....so bored at hme....dudok je kat umah..pantat lei terbakar sih... n mayb wen to mit shasha.....ni pon dier bru msg...klu tk jdi camne?.... blh tanye mcm ane....tk mintak kne gigit je tau dier.... harap2 jmpe dier nari....haiyo..... DN JGE tk melupekn KPade umat islam selamat menyambut hari raye aidiladha!
dn sape2 yg menyembelih kambing jge.....malam2 dier akan dtg... HUQAHUAHUAHUAHUAHUAHUAUAHUAHUHAU

2007-12-16T12:44:00.000+08:00

its beeen a long tyme i hve not update...

ok for the few daes i hve been cntcting

a gerl name shasha....

she's pretty,cute n also hve dimple lyke me
huhuhahauhauha

so bout her

she hve been sgl for a long tyme i tink

but for the a long lonliness
she decide to hve a guy...

hmmm.....

so i'm lucky to get to noe her faster....

klu tk melepas...hehe

klah i gtg

nk gi johor beb......